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attention - tai... |
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this isn't much fun anymore. neither is myspace. but i can't seem to quit either.
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[Thu, Nov 23rd, 2006 at 11:50pm] |
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update this thing.
bleh
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| and all i need to know... |
[Thu, Aug 24th, 2006 at 7:35pm] |
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tbslikebyyahhh!!1 |
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is that i'm something you'll be missing.
maybe i should hate you for this...
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| i have already tried to explain myself... |
[Sun, Aug 6th, 2006 at 11:11am] |
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wasted years . maroon 5 |
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i've been keeping secrets. i don't know how though.
i'm overly opinionated and just a little too honest.
being in between frank and secretive-- wow.
i seriously wish i could keep my mouth shut.
school starts back tomorrow. i'm actually excited.
i can't believe summer's over. (but it's better if you do)
i can't wait until this free high school education is over.
college is where i want to be. i don't have to wait long.
i feel like the biggest hypocrite on the planet.
i don't want to be a catholic anymore, but they make me.
receiving the host makes me think that i'm huge a liar.
i have my own beliefs and i'd rather just stick to them.
sleeping for two hours is one of the worst feelings.
i'm trying to occupy myself. all i can think about is sleep.
and school. all the pressures come rushing back. ehh...
taylor and i = only kids with fall out boy messenger bags.
i'm extra hello kitty-ed out this year.
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| oh, i'm ready for it (come on bring it)... |
[Wed, Jul 26th, 2006 at 6:54am] |
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snakes on a plane . cobra starship |
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summer's almost over. school starts back in two weeks.
i watched nightmare before christmas again. right on.
i haven't watched that movie in like, five years. seriously.
when i was younger, i loved that movie. and i still do.
i stayed with taylor friday. we didn't get to sleep until four.
i can't help but make jokes about things that aren't funny.
i finally realized that i love bill. his voice is like, amazing.
all that matters are our ry-spoon and pete-spoon spoons.
so rynomite had this genius idea to get everyone we hate back.
i went along with it. and i have to say, it's going very well.
i'm glad we started talking again. just like old timessss.
we love dave chappelle to the maximum weight limit.
ali brought me to the realization that we are the same person.
she's right. even though we were brought up in different states.
she's my best north dakota friend. she actually talks to me. ha!
i miss hanging out with her. i miss snow on halloween. :[
i can't wait until next summer. this year's went by too fast.
i get to go to california next year again. and hopefully arizona.
i'd rather go back to minot for a week and then cali for another.
i guess it's not up to me though. nothing really is anymore.
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| saying goodbye this time, the same old story... |
[Tue, Jul 11th, 2006 at 6:50pm] |
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saying sorry . hawthorne heights |
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time flies by too effing fast.
california memories invade.
complaints mean nothing now.
a year's a very long time.
i'm good to go. i don't want to be.
i had too much fun. again.
home is calling. i'm stubborn.
friends are missed. family will be.
this is my last post in cali.
i'll miss the ocean.
and the cold weather.
but mostly my family.
school starts soon. it's so different.
i'm hoping for a move. i don't know.
emo is past dead. scene is in.
i'll shock your face off.
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| my life reads like the classifieds... |
[Fri, Jun 16th, 2006 at 12:00am] |
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classifieds . the academy is... |
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i have the same type of dog as peter.
i think it's pretty sweet.
mall today. new things. appreciation.
nails done. black tips. very cute.
the extensions are ultra hot.
i might dye it like that instead.
back to marina tomorrow. hhmmm.
i don't even know. crowded.
lots of fun in sacramento.
like painting a surfboard.
mom and dad come out on the 24th.
i'm excited. i miss my parents.
still tired. frequent migraines.
don't blame pom. pom is my love.
i've changed so much. it's insane.
once august comes, you'll be shocked.
my taste in music is beautiful.
i'm going to be something some day.
i want to. i have to. i don't belong here.
i've got arrogance down to a science.
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| that's what you get for falling again |
[Fri, Jun 9th, 2006 at 11:43pm] |
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pretty girl . sugarcult |
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bored. tired. pissed off.
the constant headaches are too much.
falling asleep is a challenge.
my emotions are out of control now.
the room's a mess. nothing new.
i don't want to fxcking clean it.
i'm terrified of that giant tv.
it's on the flimsy dresser.
only a few more days until we go.
this has been the longest week.
messages with the kid help.
he keeps me entertained. i like this.
it's our cycle again.
we've been through this before.
i always say i'm done waiting.
but then he comes back around.
no more degrassi. it hurts.
mtv movie awards. awesome.
"bedussey". effing hilarious.
lots and lots of buzznet for me.
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| the i.v. and your hospital bed... |
[Mon, Jun 5th, 2006 at 3:52pm] |
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camisado . p!atd |
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community hospital in monterey.
i was born there. my uncle was pronounced dead there.
a lot of crazy (seriously crazy) people there.
it did smell like dead skin on the linoleum floor.
almost got into two crashes.
seat belts are everything.
pull it out all the way so it's snug.
i have a snake-ish bruise on my chest.
one week until sacramento.
thank god. i can't wait.
there will be so much more to do.
it's so worth the three hour drive.
i tried pom black tea. soo good.
it comes in a nifty glass too.
starbucks. venti green tea frappucino.
very funny conversation between the workers.
guy: okay, can i get your name?
me: misha. m-i-s-h-a.
worker in the back: that's my friend's snake's name!
guy: dude, why'd you just call her a snake?
worker in the back: i didn't! i said it's my friend's snake's name. misha and mosha are his snake's names, i think...
guy: don't tell anyone, but he does a lot crack... at work.
i know how i want my hair after my jac phase.
i saw it on this one chick. it was waaay cute.
the dying and highlighting should take place soon.
but first come the extensions.
oh yeah, it's peter's 27th birthday.
and it just got even more illegal.
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| to hell with you and all your friends |
[Thu, Jun 1st, 2006 at 5:32pm] |
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a decade under the influence . taking back sunday |
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california's good. as always.
next week's going to rape.
riss, sacramento and hair extensions.
that's pretty much what i need.
really tired. i don't know why.
past few days = eat, computer, sleep.
those multi-vitamins grew repulsive.
just keep taking pills until you feel content.
so i like my new jac cut.
i'm thinking of dying the inside of my hair.
and highlighting it the same color.
this is what summer boredom does to you.
i've said it before--
"i love you too" is a reflex.
i just never realized how right i was.
you'll see what i mean soon.
i miss you. but you don't notice.
when i get back, the cycle will repeat again.
in case you're reading this, darling,
it's been a whole mother fxcking year.
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